Oh god... 

Can you believe I don't have the courage to read back my past posts? I can't believe I mechanically posted what I type without checking if there's any grammar error or something that seems childish last time. Please don't judge if you happen to read back my old post... So embarrassing but I don't wanna delete though, cause it's somehow a diary which I wish to continue keeping. Or maybe I'm gonna delete this whole blog soon. Cluttered blog with nonsense... 丢脸死了..

Moving on!! 

Nervous Anxiety

English oral is coming! *Solemn sigh* Kinda worried that I might turn speechless and dumbstruck when I hear the question. I don't know why when I was listening to the sample of oral conversation played by teacher to the whole class, I can think of so much things to say. But when it's face-to-face with teacher, I can't think of any. If this is going to happen during my real actual oral, hais good luck to me...