Exam

Hey omg, it's just 11 more days to N Level! 

Honestly, I don't have any sense of urgency right now. Probably because for the past few years exam, I will only start my revision for chem, phy and geo at the last minute. IT HAS BECOME A BAD HABIT. 

During my PSLE exam, I can say I didn't put in my utmost effort. Yup, I regretted a lot. I spent my crucial days hanging out although I'm still having exam the next day. I can't even remember if I did any slight revision. 

During the Release of PSLE result, I was already mentally prepared that I will get into NT. However, to my consternation, I get into NA! Admittedly, my score isn't that high. So I guess I was really lucky. 

During these recent years, I'm kinda angry with myself whenever i think of me not putting in efforts for PSLE. 

I don't wanna the same thing happen again....

Will i really get top 10% of the whole Singapore NA students if i put in all my efforts...? 

:(

Oh god... 

Can you believe I don't have the courage to read back my past posts? I can't believe I mechanically posted what I type without checking if there's any grammar error or something that seems childish last time. Please don't judge if you happen to read back my old post... So embarrassing but I don't wanna delete though, cause it's somehow a diary which I wish to continue keeping. Or maybe I'm gonna delete this whole blog soon. Cluttered blog with nonsense... 丢脸死了..

Moving on!! 

Nervous Anxiety

English oral is coming! *Solemn sigh* Kinda worried that I might turn speechless and dumbstruck when I hear the question. I don't know why when I was listening to the sample of oral conversation played by teacher to the whole class, I can think of so much things to say. But when it's face-to-face with teacher, I can't think of any. If this is going to happen during my real actual oral, hais good luck to me... 

Hello. 

Go and don't come back anymore.

Annyeong!

Finally exam is over, gotten back my results! yay! Actually all of my subjects pass, but my MYE maths pulled my maths results down to borderline, so failed. So my class position from 10th become 5th! Great improvement ya? hehe. Level position from 46th(?) to 26th. But isn't really satisfied with my results. Actually class position and level position isn't really important, what matters the most is the results right? 

So today is the first day of work at a Japanese restaurant. The moment i stepped into the restaurant, my heart beats so fast. And when the manager pass me the paper to sign, i feel like banging the wall. The paper states that they are gonna deduct $50 from my pay due to the sudden change of attire. I already bought my black jeans already man. So spent $79 over the attire of work. -face palm- 

Kinda nervous when the staff handed me a bottle of hmmm how should i call it, to light up the candle with fire for steamboat. Aiya anything la, like bunsen burner can? lololol. So when then staff pass me the bottle, i feel nervous. As i don't even dare to touch lighter or use it when i need, and always call my friends to help me with bunsen burner for experiment in school. So my hand is like shaking, abit exaggerating......... But it's the truth. Then the staff said, "JUST DO IT. Don't feel nervous." I was like, "Walao, why am i behaving like a princess who don't know how to do." So tada, i did it. LOL. The fire is so cooooooooooooooooool.

Another thing is, have to hold many plates using one hand which i feel like going home straight when the manager teach me. In fact, everytime when i buy food at food court, i can't bring the soup to my table, i definitely will spill it. So everytime my friends help me to bring. That able to explains how nervous i was when the manager teach me this. 

 But other things is quite okay yo yo yo. But i planning to work at mos burger too. So tomorrow i'm working mos burger at morning to afternoon and japanese restaurant at night. I'm gonna rest in between of course, yeah alone. :( 

But really happy that jolyn working with me tomorrow at night. ^_^ 

Shall end here. 

Wait wait, my daesung, d-lite. :'*

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