CNY SUCK.

People have no idea how much simple words can hurt. 

新年快乐！Wondering why i do not have the CNY mood this year. Totally not excited for CNY. Usually, i will countdown with my brother, singing cny songs happily and loudly. But this year, turned off the tv and off for a beauty sleep. 

Went to the FO TANG, ok, quite similar to temple but no, it's a place where there's Buddha, and lots of monks wearing the light brown clothes. Dad tell us to knee down and say HCNY to the monk. Ok, quite shy la. But bobian, just do uh. But i accidentally replied in eng. I feel so ahmoh at that point of time. LOL.

Was so bored that i dance goodbye baby when parents sitting on the bench to rest. Until when a few bangalas looked at me, then i stopped. After that, went to Grandpa's house. Eh no, grandpa not around already. Should be, step-grandma house. Her CHILDS'S CHILDS not socialise with my real grandma's child's childs lor. :'( All of them stay in their room, blackshot, maple, all chiong games. While me, so lonely, play with small kids at living room. Play with their toys..............so poor thing right.. Keep pressing the barney's hand, then got music. This is how i entertain myself for 3 hours sitting at the same spot, not moving anywhere. CAN YOU IMAGINE?! Argh. CNY SUCK. 

That's all. Bye. :'(